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I wish I knew how to use words to express myself...

(+) Halloween was uneventful. But Anton got a lot of candy, so this is a good thing.

(----) OPERATION BUTO IS FAILING MISERABLY.

(-) I am sorry I like food too much. And I haven't had time to exercise properly in so long. :( Oh well, I will make time.

(+/-) E has my vest ahehehehe I must stop with the infatuation it's kinda weird na...

(+) Saw R at Celeb! Hahah so random but kewt.

(+) INTRAMS NEXT WEEK. AND NO SCHOOL TOMORROW BOOYAH. And mini-fair is progressing! Go KliffComm!

(-) We just got our house pins last week. And we have no house shirt. Which means we'll probably never have one. And I know I sound like the bitterest person ever when I say this (and maybe because I am), but I think if I were house captain, we would've had the pins a lot earlier. And we would've had house shirts by last week at the latest... Oh well.

(-) You know what I realize about myself? When i lose, I get bitter. Really bitter. I don't know how to take a loss gracefully. Sure, I don't say anything to you, but seriously, on the inside, I'm steaming. I start thinking of ways that I'm better than you and what I would do if I won. Instead of helping to make things the best that they can be, I take pleasure in watching people fail, and knowing, rather, assuming that I would've done better, had I won. (ehem SI, ehem house captain) I need to start changing though. I don't want to be that person anymore.
They say the first step to quitting is admitting, so hopefully, I'll be quitting that habit soon enough.

(-) MY GG DVD IS BROKEN OR SOMETHING I AM SO DEPRESSED.

(+/-) I've been thinking of getting a haircut. But I really don't know if I should because it's grad pic taking next week, and I want to look nice. And I know when I cut it, I'll probably end up crying. Ugh, what's wrong with me; I can't even make a decision about a freaking haircut.

(-) Prom is coming up and I'm still fat.

(-) And I have no prom-spects. Huhuhu as much as I try to convince people otherwise, I'm still dreaming of that perfect prom (and the perfect prom date). But I don't think that's happening in this lifetime. I want G or J to ask, but that's kinda impossible because they will most likely ask Q and T. (HAHAHAH QT) Oh well, I guess I'll just hope E's an usher and dance with him. HAHAHAHAHA.